Showing posts with label January. Show all posts
Showing posts with label January. Show all posts

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Out with the old... In with the new

The other day I stumbled downstairs to (horror of horrors) clean the storage room.
A simple project that would take time
fairly straightforward, I purposed to get rid of some of the clutter
when I came upon a box
battered, bent and frayed
why did I keep this?
atumble with a chaos of years in paper 
Mother's Day cards, pictures, receipts, tax reports, bills... 
Memories
do you remember?
angry words 
"I'm sorry" 
cherished hugs 
"to the best Mom in the world"
independence
The defendant would like to change her name
a new job 
"Congratulations, we'll miss you!"
treasured friendships
"I want us to stay in touch. I'll call..."
laughter
a miniature wooden cow
love's first blush
"always yours, ..."
a collage of a lifetime
in need of sorting and filing 
culling and sifting
throwing away
storing
a lifetime of memories
in a box. 

T.S. Eliot
For last year's words belong to last year's language and next year's words await another voice. And to make an end is to make a beginning. 

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Ending the first day

Life is full of firsts-- your first steps, first words, first bicycle. There is wonder that fills those moments-- I recall watching my first child take her first steps, say "mama" for the first time...     
as I brush those moments in memory my eyes brim with the uniqueness of the occasion but can never recapture them. They are butterfly moments, quickly fleeting in their occurence and recollected only in far off  fields of Forget-me-Nots brought briefly back to life with a smell, a flavor. 

 New Year's day is a unique opportunity to embrace the Today as a first. Did you smile when you made love for the first time this morning? Did you enjoy the first message of "Happy New Year" from your children? Did you treasure the first breath you took in this first day, the first sunset? 
This day is a day to cherish firsts.  
What firsts did you stow in your memory banks for the future? 

*Emily at Keeping Time stirred my thoughts on firsts with her lovely post on Japanese traditions for New Year's day. Wonderful pics accompanied the post so I encourage you to go say "hi." 

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